Posted by AdaGrace on January 16, 2005, at 16:49:41
It often excapes me the reason for my existence. But many times I am reminded by my children, my husband, or my siblings that my existence is mapped out by someone higher up that me, and therefore I have no choice in my path in life. Is this true? Do I really have no choice but to endure and live for the beautiful afterlife? My sister thinks there is sex in heaven, perhaps this is her twisted image of the afterlife as something where we can obtain everything we want and need on earth but are too busy comforting others and nurturing our loved ones to be selfish. i don't know. Sometimes I think there is such a thing as reincarnation. Perhaps that keeps me going to think that there might be another chance for me to do this again and perhaps do it better or right, or whatever. To think that there is no happier life than the miserable one I am living now, is quite dissapointing to the hopeful mind. Maybe I need spiritual guidance. Maybe I need to read the Bible. Maybe I just need a good night's sleep.
AdaGrace
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