Posted by just plain jane on January 16, 2005, at 16:10:41
In reply to It needs to End, Soon., posted by Susan47 on January 15, 2005, at 23:26:07
Yep, I'm gonna pi$$ somebody off here, but probably not you, since you know what a roaring jackass (that is the word for a DONKEY) I get to be sometimes.
Making plans and tying up loose ends, eh?
"Why did Grandma do that to herself?"
Suicide sometimes plants seeds of thought, in relatives and friends, that blossom when they are down, and give them cause think, ridiculously, that they are probably stricken with the same fate, and/or help them wonder if the suicidal murderer (yes, Grandma was a murderer) might have had the right idea.
"If I kill myself, can I see Grandma?"
This guilt trip has been brought to you by Calgon, the folks that want to oblige and take you away, and who strongly suggest that using their product to enhance a nice warm lounging bath, during which, for every thing that you count bad in your life, you match or outdo with a good one. That should take you a while and when you get out you'll get yourself dressed or not, get comfy, and recount those good things.
I don't want you to stay alive for your kids, grandkids, lover, or anyone else.
I WANT YOU TO STAY ALIVE FOR YOU!!!!
Because every time I've been ready to drop the hammer on myself this same jackass speaks up in my head and says, "wait, I think you're worth giving another million chances, if only so I can contimue to be a jackass."
So, stay here for the jackass, too.
and me.
jane
poster:just plain jane
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