Posted by saw on January 10, 2005, at 5:27:54
Hello everyone
I tried not to babble today. Really I did. I am so behind on my work from last year. But after lurking around, I just have to say hello and thank you.
I am not singling anyone on this post, so to all of you who have supported me, rooted for me, missed me - thank you so much.
I am deeply touched to read all the responses and thoughts for my well being. I realise now that Babble is an integral part of my life and that I will not be able to do without it.
I am doing ok. I do so wish I could have babble after my overdose, it may have sped up my recovery. I am not feeling ashamed of what I did. I don't really know how I feel about what I did. I know it was wrong, but then again ... peace ......
Anyway, new med seems to have lifted the dark cloud of despair but my anxiety levels remain very high. I am just taking it one very small second at a time.
I have delayed any decision on ECT and will probably continue to do so.
Now, how on earth do I get back to work? My brain just shuts down every time I attempt to start.
I have just looked at my backlog of last year and it is so overwhelming. I don't know how to fix what I have caused! I am completely intimidated. The only reason that I was happy to be back at work today, even though I told myself I would not, was babble.Everyone, thank you. I appreciate your friendship so very much. I don't know what else to say. I am overwhelmed by all the support. Gosh - and there are so many new folk around too!
Love to you all
Sabrina
poster:saw
thread:440029
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