Posted by verne on December 30, 2004, at 21:19:24
In reply to Re: I'm a Worm, posted by Cass on December 30, 2004, at 19:29:56
Hi Cass,
I can't find my first love. I waited all these years because I was distracted with a marriage and family. Usual mid-life crisis I suppose.
The trail ends in 1993 so I'm heartsick. Her parents were Hiroshima survivors and I suppose she had a genetic vulnerabilty.
All these years I didn't try to contact her because I thought I was so worthless. I never connected to anyone the way I connected to her.
Even though the water is up to my chin, I feel like I'm being creative for the first time in years. At the same time I seem bent on destroying myself.
Let me mix a few more metaphors -
verne
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