Posted by AdaGrace on December 26, 2004, at 8:19:51
In reply to Re: It's So True. » AdaGrace, posted by Susan47 on December 24, 2004, at 23:44:04
Susan, I have diagnosed myself as bi-polar, or at lease manic depressive, or at the very least premenopausal with terrific mood swings. Today I feel like shyte, in fact it started last night. I am nothing today. Nothing at all. Yesterday morning I was the queen mum and everyone loved me, and then I took a good long look in the mirror and of course didn't like what I saw. Will these mood swings ever stop? Will I ever feel normal again? The meds aren't working. I gained the 5 pounds back simply because I chose to eat two whole meals yesterday. Wish I could cut the fat off. I received a pleasant yet non romantic message this morning from someone I love with every breath I have, and even though I begged for something from him, anything, now that I got it, I feel sick to my stomach. The emptyness is overwhelming. And of course I cried. Haven't cried in over two weeks. Life sucks.
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