Posted by lostforwards on December 13, 2004, at 20:03:04
....I can't know what anybody's thinking or if this is a giant scheme, down to posts forming odd shapes. Makes me wonder. Is this dangerous? I'm isolated. I've been isolated for months now. Well, briefly this place felt real. I'm gradually begining to feel more and more distance from people emotionally. Sure, I did mention the sexual urges, but there were also irrational violent thoughts too. I don't know if those had something to do with a ( for me ) pathological dopamine drop affecting frontal lobe functiong cause it just happened to happen when I got out of the hospital with all those various side-effects.
Ahhh, nobody's going to believe me. I'll just keep reading your game. Okay. I know you're all well intentioned. Yes.
I don't know. Just tell me I won't come out of this thing in worse shape, cause it's pretty scarry when you stop caring about people. The feeling gets less and less, with every "traumatic"? event.
poster:lostforwards
thread:429097
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