Posted by alexandra_k on November 14, 2004, at 20:45:09
In reply to Re: not coping » alexandra_k, posted by AdaGrace on November 14, 2004, at 10:01:34
I guess that I am just feeling like my life is so up in the air...
I have to move cottages at the hostel. Goodbye ranch slider and smoking step. Goodbye computer lab (just a couple of meters away). Moving makes me feel all upheaved like I don't have a home. I went and had a look at the new room though, and it is about twice as big as my last one, so I guess it is not all bad...
I don't know whether I am staying here next year, or moving to the south island to go to Ashburn (a psych. hospital). Didn't apply to hostel here because I won't know till mid Feb. But then if Ashburn falls through I'll be looking for accomodation when everybody is looking as the academic year starts in March. Feel bad applying for tutoring work here for the same reason: either I want all the work I can get or none at all. mid Feb. is leaving it a little late with respect to them finding a replacement though.
Then I don't know whether I'll be leaving for the States in September or not. If not, then I don't know whether I'll be leaving for Australia next summer or not. I hate everything being up in the air like this. I don't feel safe.
And then there are my deadlines. Eep. Sorry. One moment at a time...
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