Posted by octopusprime on November 14, 2004, at 14:32:31
In reply to Re: rattled ***HUGE TRIGGER*** » octopusprime, posted by AuntieMel on November 14, 2004, at 13:51:23
AuntieMel, see here's my problem.
He did apologize.
He didn't want to upset me.
But at the same time, I can't believe I voluntarily associated with a person that would think, UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, that leaving such a message was OK.
He didn't say that what he did was wrong.I kid around with this guy so I can see why he might get the wrong ideas. But not like this. Nothing that even remotely compares to this.
I think his original intention was just to make sure I would call back. He said "Well you did call right?"
Since he doesn't seem to be calling me back, the next time I will talk to him will be at the office. I refuse to call him. I don't want to see this guy. I will tell him to get out of my sight. I know he's going to apologize. But I don't care. I'll tell him to get out of my sight before I raise my voice and make a scene. If he is smart he will get out of my way and STAY out of my way.
I've been thinking about what jlynne and justplainjane said about keeping it private. I won't feel obligated to do that. I already told a friend of mine that knows both of us what happened. Cause I know he will be angry that I'm freezing him out. But I just can't deal with him.
Also I hesitate to tell because the uncle of another guy in the office blew his head off with a shotgun this summer. Mr. Suicide Joke knows this (he was there when the third coworker told me about it). So suicide jokes really aren't funny.
And now it means I have power over Mr. Suicide Joke - I know something embarrassing about him that he won't want to get out. He'll behave then. Simple blackmail. Evil, but it might work.
Ugh I feel dirty typing this. Anyway I feel better after taking a long walk on the beach last night. I am going to take a break from babble, this thread, and these thoughts today so I can play a little music and have some time out with my other friends. I will try to put this out of my head until tomorrow. I'll let you know what happens
thanks for the support
((everybody))
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