Posted by AdaGrace on November 13, 2004, at 8:09:25
In reply to I feel transparent, posted by AdaGrace on November 12, 2004, at 21:08:13
Is that better?
Thank you all, is it not apparent that last night when I posted that, I had been drinking and was again alone. It is so sickening the depression that the drinking brings on, but alas I cannot stop myself.
I often feel wrapped up in a dark black cloud that I cannot find my way out of.
I'm better this morning, the sun is out. Literally.
I just feel so bad for SAW. I feel so bad for anyone else in pain. And sometimes my feelings for others take over my own despair, but I think this is a good thing.
I someday soon will find myself. I someday soon will look into the mirror and see those dark brown eyes that know so much and I will be thankful for the things I have experienced for they will be used as learning tools instead of vices for depression and self doubt.
This place is now my home, and I feel welcome.
Thank you all, I am here for you as well as you being here for me.
Thank you Dr. Bob for this site, and Thank you for allowing me to be here.
Respectfully,
AdaGrace
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