Posted by octopusprime on October 18, 2004, at 0:58:20
In reply to I want to be alone, and then don't like it, posted by AdaGrace on October 17, 2004, at 22:50:33
hey darling
do you have a journal?
a journal is a great companion when you are alone and feeling lonely.
you can write
you can write about how it felt the last time you were in love
you can write about how you're unhappy
you can write about the really cute puppy
you can write about needing help
you can write about beer
you can write about feeling crazyyou can write
there is something inside of you AdaGrace that is screaming to get out
you are looking for your voice
if i were you i would take a directed journey to find out what is causing you all the screaming pain. look inside, look outside, write it all down, read it all again a few days later.
ps - the woman = mother = martyr thing i see a lot. it is so hard to cope! i bet a lot of feminist literature, like betty friedan "the feminine mystique" or germaine greer might help you ... you're not alone in that struggle!
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