I feel so lost

Posted by cubic_me on October 16, 2004, at 15:58:11

I'm sitting here in knee high boots, a top that reveals everything and a purple wig - there is a 'tarts and vicars' party going on downstairs, for my housemate's birthday.
I can hear the music and people down there, but I just want to curl up in my bed and cry myself to sleep.I wish I could will myself down there, just for a few hours. I've been 'happy' all day, fighting off the thoughts of the hook in my ceiling and the multistorey carpark down the road. However much I fight, they are always there.
I don't even wan to get drunk this evening (its UK time), I haven't got the energy.

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I feel so lost cubic_me 10/16/04
((((cubic me)))) Dinah 10/16/04
Re: I feel so lost » cubic_me Poet 10/16/04
Re: I feel so lost gardenergirl 10/16/04
Re: I feel so lost » cubic_me Fi 10/16/04
PS re getting through this time » cubic_me Fi 10/16/04
Thankyou so much cubic_me 10/16/04
Re: Thankyou so much » cubic_me Fi 10/17/04
You're welcome, hope the party perked you up (nm) » cubic_me Poet 10/17/04
After the party cubic_me 10/18/04

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