Posted by moime on October 8, 2004, at 19:59:19
In reply to Not Coping Well.... Advice??? » moime, posted by 64bowtie on October 8, 2004, at 19:18:46
> I would not be a friend if I tried to advise you here/now. I can instead say, you sound like you are doing a little better each day (my guess), so let me cheer you onward. Please take care and do some nice things for yourself. Please look fear straight in the eye and step forward, in defiance; fear will always back down.
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> And remember, no matter what! We believe in you even when you don't feel like believing in yourself.
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> Rod
> (the owner of the 64 Chevy Pick-up with its lights on in the parking lot......lol)Dear Rod...thanks so much for your reply..cracked up on the 64 Chevy with the lights on! Anyway, I talked with my sis tonite, she's at BC working on her PHD, she had me cracking up too...so now I feel doubly better. Plus she convinced me that he is "pathological", and when she first said that to me this past Monday, it made me cry. But when she said it tonite, it made me laugh. So I guess I am on my way. Running a 5k tomorrow AM so that will help too. Life is really a trip, isn't it? I just wonder if I will ever find someone I trust to spend the rest of it with. I really dread committing to a man only to have him see me grow old and gray and leave me. Already had 2 failed marriages and this horrible episode, not about to walk into it again. It really is true that you learn from these experiences. I don't expect to have it all on the up and up, I know maybe tomorrow, the next day or next month I could have a down day(s). But it really is the ol' pick yourself up by the bootstraps kind of thing. Yuck. And thanks!
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