Posted by partlycloudy on October 8, 2004, at 10:23:54
i think i understand what the absence of the winds that push us along are. i took the day off from work. absolutely unheard of. found a doctor on my insurance plan to get a second opinion as to my saga. held out on taking a xanax until11am, small victories. don't feel anywhere near as bad when i stay shuttered up at home. outside it's dry, warm, and breezy. i might make it outside but don't care one way or the other right now.
lonely but i feel so depressed i can't even imagine wanting a drink. another victory, what an amazing day.
my hair is lanky, my armpits stink, my legs are full of stubble, and my husband loves me.
see? am I down? am I up? i don't even know myself, I can't write anything down except for here on babble. given a blank sheet of paper it peers up at me, daring me to soil its surface with ink. i'm not worthy of doing even that.
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