Posted by beatrix34 on October 5, 2004, at 20:05:23
Wow, this moving thing has been hard. I finally get on a good med and have zero sex drive. I try to wean off, get totally anxious again, and have to go back up to half the dose I was originally on...think I'm ok, decide to go off the BC pill and think about having a family and BAM...lose my job at an upstart company because they are having trouble getting off the ground. It's been a tough year. I am studying to become a personal trainer with hopes to get into nutrition therapy but this has thrown a loop hole into things a little.
I feel down. I think I may need to up my meds again but don't want to. My fingers are bleeding from picking at them nervously,.,,I hate this. I went from a great career with a great income to nothing...I do want to change my field but it is SO hard.
I feel lost. I don't know what I am expecting from posting my feelings but I really needed to get them out.
Bea
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