Posted by SAW on August 27, 2004, at 2:03:31 [reposted on August 27, 2004, at 9:54:30 | original URL]
In reply to Re: sitting here waiting for endless time to pass » Susan47, posted by Susan47 on August 26, 2004, at 20:43:49
Hi Susan
I am in South Africa, so there is probably a time delay in receiving posts.
I have felt like this on and off since my breakdown 4 years ago. I did improve for a while and thought I was "fixed", then relapsed in a major way this year. And was so frustrated at the relapse because of getting married and feeling unhappy when I should be so happy. My husband also battled to understand but is supportive nonetheless.
Now I find that where I used to be so productive, I could just sit and stare or channel hop on the TV. It takes so much energy to get to the tasks at hand. Truly yukky side of depression as due to the lack of exercise, I have gained weight and all the wobbly bits are bothering me! (.....then there's the drinking .........)!
Guess I'm just feeling a bit sorry for myself right now.
Regards
Sabrina
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