Posted by Emme on August 3, 2004, at 21:01:20
In reply to Re: :-( » Emme, posted by partlycloudy on August 3, 2004, at 7:28:41
> ((((Emme)))) When I finally had a genuinely happy day, it actually felt different from my bipolar "happy". It didn't feel as reckless, somehow. Don't worry, Emme and don't give up. Contentment and happiness are possible.
Yes, that's what I want. A sense of peace and contentment. I want *normal* energy. Not too sluggish. Not too wired or anxious. Kind of like Goldilocks and the three psychotropic meds. This one is too sedating. This one is too activating. And hopefully there will be one that is just right. A normal life seems so elusive. Thank you so much for the encouragement.
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