Posted by karen_kay on July 23, 2004, at 6:02:32
In reply to Karen Kay?, posted by Dinah on July 22, 2004, at 20:27:15
miss dinah... i'm just ahving a rough time right now. perhaps i have too much free time? and i'm reading too much of the wrong things. and i'm spending too much time here. and not choosing the right type of music. and all of these factors add up. it's a combination of many things really dear, babble being the least of them. and you are very right, it's not babble. but this place only adds to it right now. and i often find that even though it would be better for my own sanity to not think about a number of things maybe, just maybe i can help someone if i do and post somethign to help someone else, so i post and i think, and i think, and i think and i can't stop thinking about things. and on normal days, i would be fine. but lately, these haven't been normal days.
dinah sweetie, i didn't ask you about being my mentor for nothing, did i? you're something special dear. don't ever forget that.
and miss daisy... i'm touched you would offer someone as special as your therapist to me. and i know even if i tried very very hard, he could never like me nearly as much as he likes you dear. it's jsut not possible.
i'll honestly be fine in a few days, or perhaps a week. and i'm one tough broad. if i'm not feeling so well in a bit, i'll give bubbba a call. i might be crazy, but i'm not stupid. and bubba's seen me at my worse (yes, i think even worse than this! could you imagine?), this wouldn't shock him. i'd be willing to bet if i called him tomorrow, he could fit me in next week.
don't you worry about me dear. (now, if i start posting in pig latin, then you should worry! i don't know that language and it may be a sign of mania, as i'd have to have some sort of motivation to learn it, no? perhaps the end of the world, or a sign from god telling em the end is near and only those speaking pig latin will survive? now, if i start speaking like that (NOT NOW!! CALM DOWN!!!) then worry!).. seriously, just trying to get some things straight in my head and need a break to do so.. (and boy, i'm moody aren't i? i'm sorry about that....)
you're both very sweet ladies. (with fabulous hair too!!!! wowsa!)
poster:karen_kay
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