Posted by B2chica on July 18, 2004, at 13:18:09
In reply to Bad moods, posted by Angel Girl on July 16, 2004, at 13:04:05
> Do you ever get in a bad mood for no apparent reason that is *very* out of character for you and you feel like biting everybody's head off?
> Might be a good day for me to stay off any message boards.
AG, BOY do i understand this. infact it was happening to me last week. For me it's part of my manic(ness??)-is that a word?? anyway...
i have a couple days of good hypomania but look out cuz it soon turns to dysphoria and "super-b@!ch" comes out and everybody better get outta my way! first mine starts with LOTS of attitude (and yes i do go towards everyone, co-workers, boss, husband-Noone is immune) this is where i really need to stay off the boards cuz i just want to write stuff like 'they hurt you?? F@ck em' you don't need them!...do you want me to kick their a$$? get away from them and there, your done-problem solved. They suck a big fatty anyway!..."
OK, there are some examples and yes. i can become Very beligerant, which i was starting to get with my T last week and i now feel just HORRIBLE about. in all honesty, although SB does protect me from hurt, i for the most part HATE her. she is NOT me and it is SOOOOOO hard to control 'her' no matter HOW hard i try. it's just awful!just remember it's an overwhelming emotion that is very strong inside you and although we try to control it, the only way is with meds and therapy and other than that we just have to cope as best we can...(actually i really don't have good advice here cuz i'm in a similar boat and really haven't learned to 'deal' with it) i'm still fighting. but know you aren't alone. and we Still LOVE YOU, "bad moods" and all!!!!!
((((((((((Angel Girl))))))))))B2c.
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