Posted by SandyWeb on July 9, 2004, at 7:23:55
In reply to RE:: Sandy, posted by mystic on July 8, 2004, at 19:16:11
Hey there Mystic,
How are you doing today? You always seem to be in a good mood. That has to take you far! I hope you are enjoying the life you have, hun.
Thanks for all the compliments. I blush VERY easily, so now I look like I have a sun burn! Lol! You're a sweetie.
I'm not sure how helpful the follow-up meetings have been, but there is a sense of comfort when I sit down with my "team" simply because they saw me at my lowest. They made me "make the ugly face" (cry!!), and NOBODY sees me cry! Lol! They saw me at my most hopeless. So now that I feel more civilized, there's a comfort to be able to sit with them and talk. But as for the meetings providing some constructive good, I can't say yet that they have.
I'm looking forward to the Day Treatment Program. I think that the Program will be where I find this constructive good. But I also am terrified of beginning the Program. And I think that the stress of attending it every day, plus all the emotional work involved, could actually be the fodder to push me towards that veil....and we know what's on the other side of that veil. So I'll need to be very vigilant and absolutely let my team know if I find myself heading there. Otherwise, the Program will probably be a wonderful experience!
Take care of yourself, my friend. Thank you so much for posting such an uplifting message to me!! I didn't know I had so many friends!!!
Hugs,
Sandy
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