Posted by lepus on June 7, 2004, at 22:57:33
In reply to I give up, posted by Racer on June 7, 2004, at 18:32:26
Oh God Racer. I know exactly how you feel. Especially the part about trying to end your life some time ago and the only difference between then and now is that you have lost more. I am in the same situation. I tried to kill myself two years ago, then had a wonderful year where I made more strides than I ever had only to have it come crashing down around me to the point where I am now in the worst position of my life. I often wonder why I am still alive just to be living like this. This disease is just cruel. So very cruel. But somehow I manage to have a little bit of hope. Maybe tomorrow will be the day it all changes. Maybe the next med. Maybe the next therapy appt. will be the one that breaks it all wide open. Always maybe and always tomorrow if not today. Give yourself tomorrow.
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