Posted by mystic on June 3, 2004, at 19:02:43
In reply to RE::: Hey coco chanel girl, posted by sexylexy on June 3, 2004, at 17:59:48
Hey everyone...Not a great night for me..Feeling very sad...and discouraged and hopeless..My therpy went good but just not feeling right...The med dr that I see is my regular physician..I see her tomorrow and I know that she is going to try to get me to jump up to 20mgs which I really do not want to do...It has been almost 3 weeks for the 15mgs and was hoping that it wouldve kicked in by now..I'm not evern sure lex is what I should be on..I'm afraid to gain the weight on the 20 and I'm afraid I already feel unattached at times now like I just dont care but I'm sooo sad...I just want to wake up and feel like myself again...I want to spend time with my friends and laugh and just feel normal or somewhat normal...
This is the week before the aunty flo visit so not sure if that is the reason probably has something to do with it..But I thought the 15mgs would help with that also...I feel like screaming crying..kicking...I dont know...Sometimes lately I feel like if i lost it then it I wouldnt know and that cant be all bad...
Lexy I would love love love to get those tapes you didnt mention a person that does them or anything wasnt sure where to look...
Well I'm going to go to bed I think need to get some rest from my thoughts and see how tomorrow goes...thanks everyone for always sticking by me...luvya alllll Mystic
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