Posted by octopusprime on June 1, 2004, at 0:33:47
In reply to Emmy, posted by SandyWeb on June 1, 2004, at 0:13:28
Sandy,
I've not been keeping up on this thread but I've been hoping you were doing better.
There was a time in my life when I would have done exactly what you are thinking of doing.
There was a time in my life when I was the living dead, nothing but a f*cked up shell of myself in a puddle of booze and chemicals and I wanted to die. I thought I was a waste of resources, waste of space.
But even though I thought I wanted to be dead, I was wrong. I just *** didn't want to be the living dead any more ***
Sandy, do you see and understand the difference?
There are a lot of wonderful people here on this board that care about you, that will help you through this. Think about your kids.
There are options to getting through. You have to choose them.
Sandy I too was unemployed and in debt and thought I was never going to get out. I crawled out. But I made the choice.
Take somebody with you to the ocean tonight, ok?
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