Posted by Rainee on May 21, 2004, at 9:18:24
In reply to Re: First time posting on this side...need to talk » Rainee, posted by partlycloudy on May 21, 2004, at 8:52:13
Thanks for the replies you know I wonder in part if nnot a 40's thing. In my thirties and 20's I thought I had all the time in the world and it all went so fast. My kids are growing one turns 17 today and one is 19 and her own already and I have a thirteen year old. I feel like I contribute nothing to this house and can't keep a job. I have wracked up bills and have not paid bills and the guilt overwhelms me. Why my husband loves me is beyond me. I was sruggling at Easter and had a job taking pictures at the local mall of the kids with the Easter Bunny. I was pushing through each day then the end of the first week my foot and ankle swelled from this damn weight I had one more week to go and had to hand it off to someone else . What a failure I feel like I went home went to bed and stayed there.
I have gone down from there.
on the biggest cocktail of drugs I have ever been on.
effexor xr, lamictal , klonopin, synthroid, hyzaar(blood pressure)
I have to try harder.. but God how much can one take?.. when I was younger I felt like I could but as I get older I question how much I can really take.Rainee
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