Posted by tinydancer on May 13, 2004, at 11:35:20
In reply to Re: Oh yeah, posted by pegasus on May 13, 2004, at 11:14:29
> Oh my goodness you are brave. I'd love to have conversations like that with my T, but there is *no way*.
Now that isn't true! Believe me. It is possible. Of course I'm also a bit of a self masochist and love to put myself in situations where I have to suffer a little bit. I feel like otherwise I'm not really "working" at my issues. This doesn't apply to other people, only my own warped self however.
>Good for you! I can't believe he played along and even gave you lines for your fantasy! He's pretty brave too!
He is so brave. He is just amazing. I'm at the point where I truly believe, with all my heart, that he is the only person in the entire planet who can help me. And I met him now because I wasn't ready before. I know this is all very new age but the truth is that...There is some serious chemistry there. It's wonderful to experience that!
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> And thanks for posting when things are good. It's really nice to hear about you doing well.What I find interesting is when I get in "manic" phases, I usually feel like I'm doing "well" even though I'm actually struggling with a lot of compulsions and inability to relax. But I am doing okay. Feels better than depression, I'll take it!
Thanks for writing me back Peg!
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