Posted by smokeymadison on April 21, 2004, at 19:47:12
my most recent obsession revolved around my boyfriend trying to hurt me. i told all my family and friends he was dangerous and i called the police on him twice. the obsession broke a few days ago and i am left reeling in despair of ever getting well. everyone is sick of me. the friend i moved in with is so mad that i went back to him and refuted everything i had said about him that she won't talk to me and kicked me out of her house. now, she is the one who kept me alive a few years ago when i was suicidual. to lose her now hurts so much.
my therapist says that i have a choice, that i can choose to stop it, but i don't see how. the obsessions, when i lose touch with reality, are killing me. any thoughts on how to prevent them? i am so depressed right now, i just want to curl up in bed and die.
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