Posted by karen_kay on April 19, 2004, at 20:57:19
so, i told my old man to hide in the corner for the next three weeks. i've been nothing but a monster to him lately. i've taken my stress out on him. and he told me i shouldn't. that made me angrier. so, i came up with a beautiful plan. i would cuss him out, hurling the worst insults i could until it was finally out of my system. he agreed it was fine. but, when i began, i could think of nothing good to say. so, i laughed instead. then, i asked if instead i could hit him. he was fine with that as well. i tried that too, but again, i couldn't hit with enough force to get it out of my system. so, as i began to retreat back to the computer room, he said, "you need to work on your paper." "HUH?" i said. you bet the insults began to fly, but not enough to clear my system, only enough to make me angry once again. looks like he blew it again. and just when i was in a good mood for a while....
perhaps while i'm on this mean streak, i'll call my therapist and tell him (if i'm not too busy worrying about him) how completely worthless he's been the past few weeks....
and while i'm thinking about things, i'll pay my mother a visit and tell her 'yeah mom, thanks for not calling me and telling me that you're ok. that adds to my burden at this time. i appreciate that. you're SOOOOOO considerate. i'll keep that in mind next time you are concerned about me."
and when i finally get this stupid paper done, i'm not going to email it. i'm going to take it to my prof. and i'm going to say, 'lookit. here's your paper. now, you can take this paper and shove it up your a$$, precisely where your head is sir."
and then, i'm marching onwards to California, where i shall wait for a sugar daddy to take care of me. or new york seems as good a place as any. oh, if only life were that simple, eh?
poster:karen_kay
thread:337917
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