Posted by inthegloaming on March 24, 2004, at 11:34:24
ugh.
i just... i just hate her.
i hate what she did to me.
i hate how she made me feel.
i hate looking into her eyes, seeing her face, seeing the way her front teeth turn inward. i hate her skin, her flesh, her hair.
i can't beleive it still, some of it. for instance, she bit me on the breast, for heavens sake. she went up my shirt, etc. etc. i was drunk. drugged without knowing it.
sometimes the hate blinds me. i'm afraid i'm going to hit her, shake her, scratch or lash out at her. sometimes i want her to die, to just blow up in a puff of smoke, screaming her demon screams. i think she humped my leg that night, made little noises in my ear. put her arm around me afterwards, as though we'd shared something.
little did she know....
rapist.
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