Posted by Magdalena on March 15, 2004, at 11:50:04
In reply to Magdalena-shopping/headaches, posted by jlynne on March 15, 2004, at 1:05:17
I dont know if this happens to some of you, but i feel 'safer' with some people more than others, but i dont know exactly why. Its like well i feel safer with my bestfriend (that makes sense) and with a couple of others, but for some reason i dont feel as safe when i am with my boyfriend. Maybe its like im afriad he will not think highly of me anymore if he knew how messed up i really am you know...:( i dont know. i also havent been with him for very long just over 6 months, i havent been able to get close to many people after i broke up with my exboyfriend who i was with for 5years. My anxiety and depression started when i was with this ex of mine and for a long time i thought it was because of him (he cheated on me and treated me badly) he also made me feel 'crazy' about this disorder cause at the time i had no idea what was happening to me.
I think maybe this insecurity stems from that, from being in a way ridiculed because of it. The one person in the world who'd i want to understand me and support me, tottaly was the one who caused me the most heartache.
Like Mystic said, i too believe that things happen for a reason and that we need to 'filter' the bad things out of our lives as hard as that can be, but in the end we will find what truely makes us happy and this will all be worth it.
"The love we give away is the only love we keep."
Elbert HubbardPeace and happiness to all of you.
Hope you all have a lovely day, i work afternoons tonite so i wont be back till well after 1am (eastern standard).
this is another quote a friend sent me the other day.;)
"If you are going through hell, keep going."
- Sir Winston Churchill (1874-1965)hehe so true.
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