Posted by KellyD on December 30, 2003, at 0:35:11
My self imposed hiatus has been difficult to maintain, as I do like this community. However, I feel my "leave" will need to become a long term one. This isn't an easy decision. It has nothing to do with the majority of activity and posters here and I have been aided and supported by so many of you. I am so grateful. I simply can't be exposed to some of the activity here. Falling prey to a number of "negative cognitions", I foresee the future based on the past. Those of you exposed to some of the history here... I hope can know what I'm writing about ..... I'm trying to be civil.
I have felt safe a number of times and everytime, that's EVERYTIME, I feel really comfortable, something from the past will distrub this level of comfort I have enjoyed. I'm tired of the same cycle. I have wounds that open and healing doesn't seem to occur with time.
I take responsibility for my responses as they are mine.
You all please care for yourselves. I have enjoyed this community.
Kelly
poster:KellyD
thread:294550
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