Posted by Ayla on December 7, 2003, at 0:37:33
I am sooo sad! I wanted a little pug puppy for Christmas but now I know it's not going to happen. I know it sounds really dumb to be upset over this but I had something happen when I was 17 and I got a dog (he's a big beautiful rottweiler) and he has filled some holes in my heart. But I go through these phases I don't know if all women have them or what but every so often I start to desperately want a baby. I'm 20 no job and not married (yet) fortunately I am one of the ones who can see it and admit to it and overcome the selfish urge (I do not believe motherhood is selfish in anyway but not being prepared and doing it on purpose knowing it would mean less of a life for someone else is) But my doggy fills my heart and time. So I wanted to get another one to share all the love-lol. It's just sad for me and it being this time of year I guess. Those Pugs cost sooo much!!! I can't believe it. Also I would rather adopt a dog it's very important to me
that's how I got my rottie. Anyways I'm ranting and being silly so thanks for listening.
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thread:287316
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