Posted by jay on November 27, 2003, at 12:36:09
In reply to Anyone home?, posted by kara lynne on November 27, 2003, at 0:55:46
...But man, it seems *so* depressing outside!!! Dark, rain, cold, gloom...feels like my 'interior' weather. I got some extra benzo's from my Dad, so I popped them in hope it will give me courage to goto my very first local support-group meeting tonight. I thought I was doing so well on my dose of Prozac and Zyprexa, but then over a day or two, it all just comes crashing down. I am getting anxious 'zaps', which I don't know if it's a med thing or what, and I *hate* it. Can't keep my hands still while reading a book...I just want to go and bury myself in hibernation until Spring. Isn't that what us 'semi-animals' are supposed to do? I think it is primordial instinct, yet we ignore it and hence deny a major chunk of who we are as humans...please read below...
Vapor Trail
Stratospheric traces of our transitory flight
Trails of condensation held
In narrow paths of white
The sun is turning black
The world is turning gray
All the stars fade from the night
The oceans drain awayHorizon to Horizon
Memory written on the wind
Fading away like an hourglass, grain by grain
Swept away like voices in a hurricaneIn a vapor trail
Atmospheric phases make the transitory last
Vaporize the memories that freeze the fading past
Silence all the songbirds
Stilled by the killing frost
Forests burn to ashes
Everything is lostWashed away like footprints in the rain
In a vapor trail
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