Posted by zenhussy on November 25, 2003, at 14:17:27
In reply to re: why I decided to remain among the living? » zenhussy, posted by shar on November 25, 2003, at 13:36:41
> Plus yer not 50 yet!!!!!
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> Glad you decided to stay, Zen, and my highest, Daoist well-wishes are with you.
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> Here's my pickle: I can stay, but it feels so awful. Awful to be depressed and suicidal. But, I promised (the number of people has increased exponentially, it seems....)...but it just feels so bad. Treatment resistant depression and all that.
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> Shar
I can't offer up anything other than this: ((((Shar)))))Sucks hon. I hear you on the treatment resistant part. Check that e-mail addy for some info for you please!
I'm glad we both have pesky caring people bothering us to slog through this so called life.
Can you think of any little microscopic thing that brings about a moment of 'okayness'? One thing that softens the pain for a few seconds?
I'm not in the hole but depression is definitely making some headway again. Dratted disease!
Hope to hear from you by e-mail since I'm not looking for you to reply with a novel but just with a brief response. If you would be so kind....
Take care Shar. Yes, I'm glad I'm trying to figure out how to survive this life stuff. I'm glad you are as well but I hurt to think of you living with such pain. All my support dear.
zh
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