Posted by DharmaMama on November 3, 2003, at 13:41:02
I am in a very professional job with the oil and gas business. I just feel like I am going to lose my job. Every day I wake up, get ready, I feel like I am missing something. Like I am half dressed being on this medicine (Topamax). I am up to 100mg upping my dose once a week to 25mg. Does that make sense??? I do not even feel like I make sense at times. I have conversations with coworkers and within minutes forget what we talked about.
I do not feel together. I am a very together and level headed person. I am on Topamax for my anxiety, depression, stress and anger problem.
I feel lost. At times I get up from my desk, walk out of my office and I feel like I am walking around without my pants. Or I am driving home from work and I forget where I am going.
I left my parking garage and I am driving down a major freeway, I have my access card in my hand. I am thinking to myself, "How did I get through that gate? Did I just run through it or did I use the access card?"
poster:DharmaMama
thread:276121
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