Posted by Kristen_03 on October 17, 2003, at 17:56:46
Hi
I hope everyone has had a nice week.I havent been here in a few days.(have missed you all)..I really dont know where to start with this ,but here goes. I have been dealing with Depression/Anxiety for the past 15 yrs.ave been on Zoloft for the past 10 yrs which it has helped with about 75 percent of my depression and 90 percent of my panic attacks.About a month ago I stopped taking my Zoloft cold turkey, For what reason ,I have no clue...shortly thereafter I had a panic attack and started sinking really fast.I started the Zoloft again about 2 weeks ago,and have been slowly feeling better again till today...Had a mild panic attack a while ago,and have just been really low today...Feel like Im back at square one again..feeling like oh no...its not gonna work again..Im not gonna get better again...My husband and I have been married for 10 yrs and have had lots of ups and downs...One of the side effects of the zoloft is that I have no sexual desire at all, which even causes more problems in my marriage. My husband tries to be supportive, but then he gets frustrated with me and says that I have to change because he cant live like this anymore...I feel that its like he is telling me if I dont change ,he wants to leave. I just really dont know what to do. He makes me resent him everytime he makes remarks like that..I have told him to please seek some support and help for himself, that I cant fix myself, yet alone fix him and what my depression does to his life....I know he Loves me ,and I love him as well ,but he is so unhappy with who I am (or who Im not) and how I make him feel... please give some feedback about this because I really feel like Im mentally on overload right now....Thank you for allowing me to vent and for taking time to respond..Have a great weekend..Kristen L
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