Posted by Sabina on October 9, 2003, at 0:28:43
In reply to Re: 8 hours of sleep in three days, posted by HannahW on October 9, 2003, at 0:09:20
hannah,
thanks for asking.
i talked about what's going on with me tonight with the topamax over on the meds board. i won't get any answers, though. i never do. i'm being negative, i know. i am paranoid, agitated, delusional, and afraid.
i can put up with the physical stuff. i just can't stand to feel like i'm losing my mind again. i may end up taking another half mg of xanax soon. i lost all taste and desire for alcohol when i started seroquel, which is great.
i'm just looking for an idea as to when i can hope to have these se's abate and the good effects kick in. also, it's just been *such* a rough few days around here. i've only been posting since april so i wasn't even directly affected by the original nightmare, but it's still upsetting all 'round, as i'm sure you'll agree.
i'm not typically a "social" person. i'm very talkative and friendly, i just don't usually do groups. i'm awfully glad for your presence on the board the past few days and glad you were up tonight to chat!
going to get some laundry out of the machine, now. at least i'm getting some things accomplished while i'm crazy and sleepless! i just wish i could be focused enough to cross on over into full on hypomania so i could actually get the house *clean* instead of just maintained.
-bina
poster:Sabina
thread:267023
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