Posted by gabbix2 on October 7, 2003, at 2:19:36
You said the reason you faked the suicide attempt was to see if people truly cared. That sounds like something people can empathize with. Its a great line. The problem is it doesn't mesh with the facts.
You didn't add that you faked suicide attempts four times.
We proved that we cared four times (well admittedly some of us, only three) and yet you came came back and called us losers and suckers for falling for your ruse.Worse things were said just for the sake of insulting. As you were blocked at the time, most of them have been deleted.
You threatened people on this board, and over email, and when you no longer could do it here you continued on Jay's board. This was no short burst of rage.
Did you really think 2 or three months of happy face emoticons could erase all this?Now, you've reopened it all. If you truly wanted to make amends why not begin elsewhere?
Instead you've reawakened the memories of anyone whose lost someone to suicide been stalked on the internet, and the disruption and grief you caused on the board.I don't see why you feel you had to come back here to support, as don't seem that interested in making amends to those you hurt the most.
You were sarcastic with Chicklet as soon as she said it was your actions that caused the problems.
Why the sarcasm? Why the smugness? You of ALL people!Was it not your actions that caused the problem?
Well, you certainly have managed to draw a great deal of attention to yourself once again,
while those who were victimized by you, Jyl and NickT2, being but two examples, are being virtually ignored.They've done nothing wrong, and have long contributed to this board. That I think is one of the worst things to happen out of this. You get the attention on way or another don't you?
You say you've changed it could be true.
It obviously doesn't seem to matter much despite
what you previously said about caring what people thought. Contrary to your claims you are set on doing what you want. Actions speak louder than words.I do find it ironic though, that the advice given to Wildflower just weeks ago was that noone's personality changes within a period of four months.
The problem is not that you lied, its that from now on I can no longer believe you.
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