Posted by octopusprime on September 14, 2003, at 23:29:21
In reply to I feel like I want to die without him., posted by kara lynne on September 14, 2003, at 21:25:14
kara lynne -
don't call him!
call the pizza or sushi or indian food delivery person instead for a meal. when it's too hard to pick up food, that's when it's time for delivery. order enough for leftovers.i'm not sure if you are at all a spiritual person, but it's time to call upon any or all guiding spirits for strength. you are on the right path, even though it hurts and it feels like you are going to die and you don't know where the end is in sight.
i will be asking for you, for an end to your suffering and a sign that there is light at the end of the tunnel for you. there are creatures of beauty and grace in the universe, you are one of them. if you can visit a place where there is beauty and stillness, a garden or a park, it might help remind you.
you can't change him! please don't ask what you can do to change him, you can't. be sad and grieve, it hurts. you did nothing wrong. you were yourself. in time you will give yourself to somebody who can give you what *you* need.
peace to you
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