Posted by Sabina on September 4, 2003, at 2:22:38
In reply to Frogger and other endevours » Sabina, posted by Chicklet on September 3, 2003, at 0:38:47
> Doing ok, Sabina?
>okay enough, here. thanks for asking. i've been having some pain and still sleeping during the day. i am getting lots of work (the money making kind, not only laundry, etc.) done at night, so i'm trying hard not to feel "lazy" for sleeping while *everyone* else is at work. when i open my eyes and realize my husband's already had lunch i can't help but feel kinda crappy, even if i was awake nearly until his alarm went off.
as for "frogger beyond" on the xbox, i went online and got some cheat codes. i know...*cheating* sounds so awful; but getting splattered over and over again was too depressing. these games make me nervous! a *game* that makes even children feel excited and challenged just plain scares me. palpitations, holding my breath, etc. i'm hoping that using the cheat codes will make it more enjoyable (less stressful) for me.
another thing: i've been staying away from here more and more lately. i'm not really in a place where i need any meds advice, and i've felt vulnerable to the blocked poster "flare up" phenomenon. i don't know if it's still happening as frequently, if at all. i seemed to always be checking in when someone (or more than one, i have no idea) would come roaring back, swinging invective wildly at dr. bob (and sometimes others). then, once i was already rattled and disoriented, the posts and any response(s) disappeared, as per policy.
i found the entire affair to be like unto an episode of the twilight zone. did it really happen? did anyone else see it before it disappeared? is everyone else just *pretending* that it didn't happen? did so-and-so see what was said about them? should i try to make them feel better or just ignore it? even when i wouldn't read the body of the post, i was still unsettled to see it happening again. has it calmed down a bit or is it still happening frequently? i'm just trying to look after my own emotional well being.
i wish we were all able to just "play pretty" with each other.
i wish you well, too. i'll check back in soon.
bina
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