Posted by janejj on July 16, 2003, at 23:10:30
I am so frustarted by my boring monotonous life I just want to cry! It is not possible for me to work at the moment and I am away from friends and family, and basically don't have a social network here. I have tried to meet other people through various groups but everyone always seems to be in their thirties and all settled. I am in my early twenties and just have different ideas and interests.
My life bascially exists in this form:
wake up and realise there is nothing to get up for and sleep in until 3pm.Cook food and then get all frustarted that I am fat.
Watch crappy TV, look at the internet.
Then try and sleep, but of course I can't sleep cos I didn't get up until 3pm.
Its the same thing every day, without fail. I tried to add variety and go out etc, but then I just lost all motivation and this is my life, boring worthless and pointless.
I should try and get a life, but I have lost all desire and I am reduced to complaining about it, but not being able to do anything about it.
Damnit!!!!
Janejj
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