Posted by fallsfall on July 16, 2003, at 21:35:23
I am feeling flat and unmotivated. I don't quite know what to do about it.
My daughter is away at camp, so I am home alone. I have been known to isolate. I'm trying not to. Today I went to a movie with a friend. Tomorrow I see a different friend. But, I am not thinking of things that I *want* to do, nor people I *want* to see.
I have done a little cleaning - my kitchen is clean (BOTH counters). I vacuumed 3/4 of the first floor today (first time I've done that in 1 1/2 years). I had hoped to have more done by now, while she's not here to mess it up.
And, of course, I've changed therapists. The new one is very different (Psychodynamic instead of CBT, male instead of female, Him instead of Her). I think he's fine, but it is different. I'm starting to miss my old therapist - I miss her comfort, I miss knowing what the rules were, I miss her knowing what things meant to me (or at least I thought she did - my fantasy says she did).
Maybe there are just too many things that are different this week.
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