Posted by Miller on July 14, 2003, at 20:48:58
In reply to Re: GEE, I HANDLED THAT WELL, posted by gabbix2 on July 14, 2003, at 20:24:21
You poor thing. I hate to cry. I hate to cry in public worse. If it makes you feel better, I will give you a more humiliating work experience. The short version is that in December I was terribly depressed. Very bad. I came home on a Friday night and took a whole bottle of sleeping pills. I slept until Sunday morning. Since my husband never said a word to me about sleeping 35 hours straight, I felt worse than I had Friday. To make a really long story short, I went to work (at a law firm) on Sunday. I couldn't concentrate (duh) and called a crisis line. The crisis line traced the call back to the law firm. They only had my first name. I had already gone home. The police went to the office building and searched every floor. One of our attorneys was in the office. Nice. On Monday, after the police had come to my home and told me all that happened, I had to tell the senior partner. Guess what? I survived. They actually treat me with more respect now. They saw how far down I was and how much I have worked to get better.
So, it may feel horrible, but, you are human Gracie. If you X-Ray your heart, it is broken. It will take time to heal. Don't berate yourself for being sad.
(((GRACIE)))
-Miller
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