Posted by giget on July 11, 2003, at 9:54:52
In reply to Hi and I am new here, posted by PollyF on July 10, 2003, at 8:16:40
Welcome,
If you have been reading posts I am sure you know all about me, for that all about the normal posters.... The group is supporting and funny and will talk about just anything.
I think you will like it here, I love it.
Giget> Hi to everyone,
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> I am new here and just thought I would say hello, I have been reading the posts and find I can relate to so many of them.
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> I suffer with panic disorder, with secondary depression. I have suffered with both since 1994 after an incident at work ( it was mor than an incident)... had never realised what can happen when you are placed under so much stress, now I have not been able to work - I have tried but always fall into that hole - "what if", whic then sends me on a downward slide.
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> In 1997 I did attempt to take my own life - I didn't succeed. I still have those thoughts, but somehow I realise that taking my life is just one of the options or choices I have, so I try to look at what other options maybe there for me - usually to sleep for a while and hope when I wake, I feel a bit better.
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> I have good days and bad days, I am lonely - I also get to the point that my thinking is not rational, as in "my family doesn't care what happens to me" - this is my sisters - I don't have children and I can't.
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> Anyway, I won't ramble in my first post, just thought I would give you all some background.
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> Bye from me in Australia
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