Posted by Emme on July 9, 2003, at 22:31:09
In reply to worse and worse, posted by yesac on July 9, 2003, at 21:01:36
I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. The abyss... I think you shcould call your doctor. Now. If you're not sure if you're in crisis, then you may very well be. I'm sure your doctor wouldn't want you to be enduring agony. Maybe just a short conversation with him would take the edge off - reassurance and maybe some advice. See if you an get in there to see him tomorrow. We can offer as much support as we can here as well. When I was riding on the edge last week, just talking to my pdoc and having reassurance of her support helped break through some of the terror.
Is there someone you can call on the phone to hear a friendly voice? And keep checking here. The troops are gonna rally to your suport. Do you have any funny videos to watch. Think distraction. Keep your mind as distracted as possible till sleep takes over. Hang on tight. I truly hope the morning is better for you.
Emme
> I feel like it is getting worse as I sit here. I feel very desperate in some ways. It fluctuates minute by minute. I am tempted to call my psychiatrist right now, but I'm going to wait till tomorrow morning. I'm already supposed to see him on Friday, but I feel like that's too far away and I need to see him sooner. This is almost a crisis I feel like. Although I really don't know when to call something a crisis. But I just need to go home, chill out, make a list of all the stupid bulls**t I need to do, try to read though I know that won't happen, go to bed. That's all I need to do. Why does this feel like a crisis, like I am being sucked downward with each passing second when I am just sitting here?
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