Posted by zenhussy on July 5, 2003, at 0:44:29
In reply to will it end?, posted by justyourlaugh on July 4, 2003, at 23:56:31
> such an endless multitude of medications..
> i want off...
> jay...i admire your courage,thankyou for coming back...
> i thought, and prayed for you...
> miller boo,,new hard drive had no modem?
> i miss you...
> tina...i didnt respond to your emails because i have no computer or access to my adress boook...sorry ...i am alone too sweet tina.
> i have seen doctors 3 times this week..
> not doing well but refuse to let it beat me.
> please take time to realize i am your friend,,
> how can i help sweet?
> jJ,
I sympathize with the med frustration. It sucks rocks to see docs three times in a week.
Wish I had answers. Instead I'm self medicating with booze to get through the ma care I'm out in another country dealing with. The doctors and lawyers and financial people and so forth are wearing me to nothing.
I don't have my medication of choice and the prescriptions I take currently keep me from the suicidal pit but aren't magic pills that take the darkness away. So for now I'm boozing it up like I haven't since 1994/1995. Quite something to be tossing down a bottle of wine a night just to 'cope' but hell we do what we have to do to live, eh?
I have another candle lit tonight for Racer and for you too sweets.
Praying for peace for all of us.
kindly,
zh
and yes...it does end...but damn if it doesn't start up again when we least expect it! fricking illnesses!!!!!
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