Posted by yesac on July 1, 2003, at 15:28:58
I don't know guys, the past couple days I feel like I'm going down. I wonder if it might have something to do with cutting my lamictal dose in half yesterday (and today). It seems like that would be so quick to feel the effects. I can just feel the depression welling up though. Hmmmm. this isn't good. I don't feel good at all.
I feel bothered/upset by stupid little things like that the hairdresser did a bad job when I got my hair cut yesterday - uneven strands. And worried about new roomates moving in in a month, and annoyed/depressed that I don't have a cable jack in my room and I don't know if it would be okay to ask my landlord about putting one in. And I was hit last night with my aloneness. Like, I didn't talk to anyone all night after leaving work, not even on the phone, and who would I really talk to anyway? I'm afraid I'll go home and not have a good time (going on vacation for the 4th).
Oh God. This really isn't good. The more I think the worse it gets. Oh no. I don't know if this is just a temporary thing and I'll feel better soon or not.
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