Posted by yesac on June 25, 2003, at 20:38:17
I'm just bored, as you all might be able to tell by my 10 million posts. Well, that's what I feel like, as if I am the pathetic loser who is constantly posting thing after boring thing. Can we say low self-esteem?? But, PB has over the past month or so since I came back after a little hiatus, become a very crucial part of my life. I mean, seriously, it's like practically the one thing I look forward to. That and therapy. God. I feel like I can't possibly go a day without checking into PB for at least a few hours (made easier by the fact that I can spend a significant amount of time at work online). And I feel sad/depressed if there aren't many new posts or if there's nothing I can respond to or no one responds to me. Is that bad?! You all have become really quite important to me... I think about you guys a lot!
Anyways... my day has been alright. Not as bad as yesterday and the day before and the day before.... Although, I am kind of annoyed at myself for not talking about what I had wanted to talk about in therapy today. That always happens. Even though whatever we talk about is usually important too.
I'm still not sure about my new therapist. I still REALLY miss my old one.
I guess I'll go home and crochet some while watching tv maybe. I'm making a blanket. HOpefully my roomate won't be there. I feel like having roomates is seriously taking away from the quality of my life (which already isn't that great), at least right now it is. I don't know what happened - everything was fine and dandy for the first couple months, then it seems to have fallen off and gotten worse and worse as of late, and I can't wait for her to move. The whole situation really makes me want to scream at times!!!
Thanks for reading.
poster:yesac
thread:237057
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