Posted by tina on May 2, 2003, at 20:15:54
In reply to Re: lost my therapist :( » mmcasey, posted by NikkiT2 on May 2, 2003, at 10:45:32
I've never had a therapist that I've felt exactly 'comfortable' talking to. The last one I had, an intern, was very nice and my age and it was nice to have somewhere to go every thursday morning. BUT, as with every therapist I've had over the last 14 years, I wasn't "comfortable" I can't imagine what that feels like. I get to a certain point with therapists and then I can't go any further. My mind just won't let me and it shuts down. It either convinces me that I don't need therapy and that I'm just wasting this person's time or it sends me into a deep suicidal depression and I give up on therapy.
I suppose it's a coping mechanism. I have a protective wall inside my mind that has never come down. I wonder if it ever will.
Sorry, just rambling.
have a good weekend everyone
tina
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