Posted by Ginjoint on April 9, 2003, at 8:56:48
In reply to Mom Dad are dead. :(, posted by Ginjoint on April 7, 2003, at 22:26:11
Thanks everyone for nice words. For now, it's another 5 or 6 mg of Ativan to sleep through the day. (I've fed the cats, they're O.K.) My pdoc is REALLY on me again to go to the hospital but she doesn't realize how devastating that would be.
HEY!! Yesterday, I received a photograph of my bio mom, taken in 1995 - she would've been about 49 years old, and looks about 10 years younger. She's wearing a blue bathing suit, and is trim, beautiful, with naturally blond hair (runs in the family), and smiling so big!
I need to go back to sleep again. I've lost my sense of humor. My heart feels like a beat-up, overly-malleable, loose-threads, left-in-the-rain, tossed-in-the-trash baseball glove. My soul is ready to go. Talk when I wake up.
Ginjoint
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