Posted by Phil on April 8, 2003, at 22:25:13
Have to keep this short. I saw your post about still having issues with house cleaning. I was about to ask myself why you couldn't get over that hump when my denial came crushing down.
For time purposes, I won't go into all the detail but getting to my computer was like climbing in a cockpit, stepping over debris everywhere. Unbelievable.So, after starting back on Lexapro, this pm, I felt pretty good as I took a few puffs off my Ventolin inhaler and continued with my internet addiction. Thirty minutes later, I took two more puffs and blew them out as fast as I could when I realized what I had done. I rarely use Ventolin but today? You tell me, ah?
I, being a user of copious amounts of drugs, went back to Internetville.
Suddenly, I could see all the stuff around me and,in about 45 wickedly fast moving minutes, I had kicked the beasts butt. Three years...took 45 minutes. What can I tell you, I'm a moron.
Soon, I began wondering when my combo produced those cleaning effects and then I realized I was going into a bout of tachycardia. Whoops!! The inhaler!!
I've had it twice before and it really, really sucks. Went to the ER both times. Ambulance ride a few years ago when Luvox went haywire. I was too weak to pee and was waiting on the big one. First attack I had was in the early 80's when I had been up for a few days on cocaine. I woke my GF up at 4 a.m. when I laid on the bed and it was moving with each heartbeat. We were a few blocks from an ER so Terri drove little pin eyed Philip to NE Baptist in San Antonio. It took forever to wait on the stabbed, shot, and car wrecks then they finally gave me a shot of phenobarbital(sp). I lied, said I had been at a party and, you know, never, sniff, did it before. The nurse told me I was too old to give into peer pressure.
Today I lightly chewed two Klonopins and was 'normal' again in a short time.Moral: Get an inhaler but be darn careful. Ventolin is definately a cleaning agonist. : )
Goodnight.
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