Posted by lostsailor on March 31, 2003, at 18:21:09
In reply to Lost sailor, , posted by gabbix2 on March 31, 2003, at 14:58:39
Even though, I made a few self-abusive posts this week, the responses from all the babbler's have made me really want to think about what I am doing with my-self/my life ect. so much I decided to "block" my-self for a while after taking over the board one day when I had went a few nights without sleep and felt a "bit" hypo-manic which lead me to call doc. as I "promised" Him I would do when that happened. Doesn’t that almost sound sickening and childlike (maybe I'll get an extra med. pen or lollipop next visit)????? Hey, I even got to take new meds for a few nights to totally leave me a zombie the next day—18hrs of consecutive sleep later.
Like many of us, I feel a bit useless and "lost" esp. after realizing that my ex in Nova Scotia---sorry, but why do I keep falling in love with Canadians???-- who, almost a year after I ended our engagement, and 11 months of a "Fatal Attraction" type ending with her calling, emailing, flying here...ect, told me that she did not want me to keep in touch with her son UNLESS her and I got back together---see 'non-biological father postings (thanks for the help lil'Jimi) if desired.
OMG, look at me babbling about my-self when all I wanted to do was say that I was sorry about posting what became a Club Med island getaway, after later reading about sensitivity about weight ^ with meds.
Well, back to my self-blocking, except for posts where I feel I can help vs. needing it...
~tony
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